Maybe I shouldn’t say all that I’m about to say, maybe I’m just spoiled and ungrateful, but I want more. I want more attention, more love, more affection. I feel like I give so much, I always give too much - but what do I get back? Feels like nothing. But thats not true, it’s great when were together, it’s perfect when were together, but that’s not enough. I don’t want to care more than you do. I never want to go through that again. I want it to be equal, yet I still think I care more than you.